A good hearted soul looking for the same. And although not my first endeavor of searching for a woman as a partner, I have never been with a woman. I tried being with a trans woman, thinking best of both worlds, right? Not so much! Male wiring doesn’t ever seem to short out and men are men... No matter how many female hormones a man takes or T-blockers, men lack compassion and Gastroparesis is my demon that desires some compassion.

Have been wanting a woman for many years, and wasted 2 years on the Trans, that once again... I continued to hold onto hope for a better person to show up. But the day came when I was informed how burdensome my Gastroparesis is, because I can no longer run around like the energizer bunny as I was able to before, tending to all her needs while only a few of mine were tended to... lopsided!

If I had the right partner by my side, where loving and caring are natural... I will get better. But when neglected, I will wither away, which is what I feel now...
The wind has been sucked out of my sails and I am stuck in the middle of the ocean with no breezes to get my sails full again. Can you be my wind?

I carry my heart on my sleeve, and am a very loving person with deep compassion for others... but no dummy to narcissism, and manipulation.

Am I rich? No, but can take care of myself and have retirement for myself.

But as a person that believes in the Golden Rule, I give back what I receive. Treat me well, I treat you better... treat me badly and I withdraw. Very simple. My heart is big, and full of love to give. I’m looking for someone worthy of my gift because I am extra-ordinary!

I adore closeness, holding hands, and many hugs. Watching a movie together, or sharing a beautiful sunset. I don’t require or want “things” like gifts, flowers or jewelry.

As I write this, they say to be happy, positive and upbeat.... but not being a good liar, I cannot fake that my current mind status is happy upbeat or positive. If I were all those things, I wouldn’t be here!

Hope to find you soon,
Hugs,
Sunny